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01-02-02 - 10:45 p.m. The other day I threatened Bryan's life. I said it at the height of my rage, but for a minute, I actually wanted to murder him. A fury such as I had never felt came over me and all I could think about was physically hurting him till I could do no more, or until he was dead. Either way, I didn't feel guilty about thinking that way afterwards, and I don't now. But of course I'm not going to kill him, or anyone else for that matter. Usually I feel too much, and usually the feeling is guilt. I like this better.
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