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10-28-01 - 8:10 p.m. I have not... I have not smoked a cigarette in four days. I have not drunk in a few weeks. I have not cut in over a month. I have not had sex in a week. I have not cried since last Monday. Last week was good. I don't know what made it good, but somehow I had a pretty high self-esteem and felt almost, dare I say it, confident. Whatever it was, I hope it lasts through this week. And beyond. Wednesday, of course, is Halloween. I have to dress up for work. Ugh. As if customers didn't already give me shit, now I get to be in costume! I selected mine and have been working on it off-and-on for a while. Kellie wants me to make hers, too. I said no, that she's the one who wants to be the famous fashion designer and to do it herself. I'm sure I'll end up doing it anyway. P.S. I love this "Fall back" daylight savings thing. :)
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